I wish I can...

Study mode...

Annoucement: Study mode in progress. Hence, all work involving sweeping my e-house will be halted.

N.B - Picture stolen from a friend's blog... sorry ye... ^_^

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Tp nak blogging gaks!! But I need to study..

til then..

"O Allah, only to You we worship, and only to You, we ask for help... Help us O Lord, O Most Merciful..." Ameen

I've been tagged!

Though I don't understand the whole purpose of these things... but I guess it's a fun thing to do... hmm trying to be sweet to my sweet 2 sisters... :D

MY TOP 5 MOST FAVOURITE FOOD
Roti Canai Mamak

Rendang my mom

Serunding my mom

Karipap besar atuk ngan sambal die... (atuk.. mane aci atuk masak time Munirah xde kat umah!!! Uwaaa)

Ikan bilis kicap ayah (tp ayah dh lame gile x buat since ibu dh blaja camne nak masak from ayah.. :()

5 THINGS I LOVE DOING
Study (man... I'm a nerd!) - not necessarily academic kan??

Cook and bake

Staring at the sky

Smile

Jump

5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I’M EMO
Cry

Read the Qur'an and end up crying again

Go and take a walk/jod and end up crying again

Talk to my mom and cry again

Tell people to shut up - oh, I wish I can do this... but that would be mean to the people around me..

5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I’M HAPPY
Jump

Cult dancing (don't ask!)

Read people's blogs

Smile and BIG GRIN :D

Sing

5 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
Hug me, call me, do little things for me, smile at me and... be yourself ;)

10 5 THINGS I WISH TO HAPPEN
Learn a lot of things

Turn into a good Daei - the best one I can be

Me marrying someone I love (erks~~)

My friends' weddings

Live life under the shade of the Qur'an - Subhanallah.... :)

5 RIDICULOUS THINGS I WISH I CAN DO BEFORE I DIE
Various ideas are running in my head... but it would be fatal if they get out...

MY TOP 10 5 MOST ADDICTED SONG
Ku berlari (Firdaus n Akbar n Cat Farish)

When you believe (Mariah Carey n sape ye lg sorang?)

Standing in the Eyes of the World

Wajah (Jaclyn Victor)

Croation Rhapsody (Maksim)

oh, dh 5.... though semenanye xde la sgt... but some songs just push you further... ain't it?

5 PERSON I WISH TO TAG
Erm... owh...can't think of any right now... I guess the newly-weds (2 people), my housemates (3 people...) my friends.. (eh, dh terinfinity plak... hehe)

Owh... and I have to do someone else's tag...

haish~~

Penat la... plus ade homework anatomy x siap lg..

"Allahumma Rabbi yassir wa la tu'assir..." Ameen

Walking Down Memory Lane

I had the same title back in my old blog on Friendster... but since my Fs network has expanded, I think it would be a pain for other people, who do not know me well, but kept on receiving emails (or spams!) saying that I've updated my blog. And, since I've changed direction of my rattlings, I presume it would be most proper to transfer my energy here.

Then, today, a person went to my old blog, and left a comment. I think I know who that person is, and I really appreciate her comment. It has been like... 2 years?? since my last entry on that blog... emm no. 1 year I think. coz when I was reading back my blog.. and walk down memory lane, I notices it was during my 3 months pension from studying... well, maybe just 2 month coz 1 month I spent on IChO in Russia.

Hmm... looking back, I actually miss me mumbling and rattling about the little-est thing in life. coz I keep the big ones to myself... and usually, the big ones are the sad ones... oops! Negative thinking.

No, I think my big-sad-moments aren't to be shareed with people. But my super-duper-uber-happy-euphoric moments are for anyone to know. Lol.

Ok,

it's 10.47am on this computer at cluster comel in Worsley. And I have to get back to studying... which was the thing I was suppose to do... not blogging..

Erkss...

but a verse to ponder upon:
"So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief. Verily, with every difficulty there is relief. Therefore, when thou art free (from thine immediate task), still labour hard. And to thy Lord turn (all) thy attention." (Al-Insyirah 94:5-8)

I just love this surah... doesn't everyone?

A Song For Mama

A Song For Mama lyrics - Boyz II Men lyrics

A Song For Mama Video - Boyz II Men Music Videos

Music Videos by VideoCure

New Enlightenment

It's a new day. Alhamdulillah. I'm given the chance to live for another.

Yet, I woke up LATE!!! And continued sleeping underneath my comfy 13.5 tog duvet. Aargh!! How I'm regretting it. Astaghfirullah.

Astaghfirullah

Astaghfirullah...

What a sweet memory...or just a mind play?

Today is November 9th.

Last updated: October 11th. Ok la Cik jiran sebelah... less than a month :D

I wanted to share this memory I have actually. I had it about 2 weeks ago (I think) when I was lying in bed.

I was asleep. Soundly. At night. I dreamt about shopping with my mom and my lil sis (two most wonderful girls I have in my life... can't live without them 2... including my big sis of course). In that dream, I was so happy... thinking that I haven't spoken to my mom for quite some time. And I can actually feel it in my 'real life' heart. Seriously. Coz it was so vivid.

Then, I had a dream of another friend. A friend whom I haven't spoken to since 6 months ago. A friend that usually I'm not close to, never close to. But I cherish her presence... Well, in that dream, we were actually talking... a very x1000 friendly talk (I can't remember about what) but basically, we both were laughing, and the feeling was as if we have known each other for years... without any conflicts between us. I was elated in that dream. I was happy. She was happy. She was laughing and smiling... I was even happier.

But.

It was merely a dream.

That did not happen in real life.

It was a mind play.

Will it ever? I don't know. I pray for it.

Only Allah knows...

"O Allah, if it's for the best, let it happen with ease..." Ameen.