Thursday, November 29, 2007

One Down, Lots More to Go!!

Alhamdulilah, HIV presentation is DONE!! And the leaflet as well!!

And I get the same comment : You did it confidently. Ahaks, only God knows how I was trEmbliNg inside! Nonetheless, alhamdulillah, syukur sangat dh lepas. Even though it's an formative thingy i.e. not getting into our final marks, this is my first presentation. Well, second if you want to include my first PPD session. Huhuhu, I was so nervous. My groupmates didn't even twitch! Hmm...

Asyik nervous je nih.. susah la hidup!! But, nervousness is good. It makes me feel I'm not a superwoman that I always need support and help from others, and especially from HIM, God the Almighty. But, it's killing me. Killing me softly...

Well, at least it's done, and got a couple of good reviews. Phew==--

Reminds me of a girl I talked to. I gave her a 'love letter' sent by someone to me:

"Allah tasketh not a soul beyond its scope. For it (is only) that which it hath earned, and against it (only) that which it hath deserved. Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget, or miss the mark! Our Lord! Lay not on us such a burden as thou didst lay on those before us! Our Lord! Impose not on us that which we have not the strength to bear! Pardon us, absolve us and have mercy on us, Thou, our Protector, and give us victory over the disbelieving folk" (Al-Baqarah 2:286)

Monday, November 19, 2007

Addition to the Family

Note to Everyone : I am officially a Mak Cik, to a baby boy whose name is yet to be thought of.

Hahaha....Alhamdulillah.. my 'Kak Long' gave birth to the first 3rd Gen of Kasim's family. He weighed 3.3kg... kinda heavy don't you think??

[Teringat time my lil sis baru lahir...really really miss her...]
17th of November 2007, 1430 hours...

Wa!!! I wanna go back home!!! [Sabar... Sabar... 7months to go]

The news came when my dad texted me at about 5am UK time. -Dah nak bersalin. Dah kat hospital.- I was like..."What??!!" Then logic set into place, Subhanallah...kak long!!!

He is super duper cute... the time I'm home he would be crawling like mad I think.

One very good news to strengthen my will to go on. Another three weeks to exam. Another 3 weeks to winter holidays... C'mon Leeds, bring it on!!!

O Allah... I'm tensing out. Please, help me...Guide me and make my stronger, make my heart stronger...

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Great things happen...

Whoa!! Had a very good weekend...

Went for paintball in Nottingham... or somewhere there. Stayed at seniors' house, met my classmate (supposedly classmates) but one could not make it..:(

Back in Leeds, big massive headache and body ache. Ouch!

And just now, my first bonfire and fireworks. YAY! Lasted for only 45 minutes. Bonfire starts at 7, fireworks 7.30pm, by 745, everything's done. Huhu. Really nice!

The bonfire was really big. And it was HOT!!! Subhanallah... it's only 3-5 storeys high, and the fire is still orange in colour. And orange is the coldest of all!

The fire of Allah's Jahannam takes 1000 years to become orange, another 1000 to become white, and another 1000 to become black. This black fire will burn anything. Nauzubillahi min zalik...

O Allah, please, protect us from the hellfire...

"The (faithful) slaves of the Beneficent are they who walk upon the earth modestly, and when the foolish ones address them answer: Peace. And who spend the night before their Lord, prostrate and standing. And who say: Our Lord! Avert from us the doom of hell; lo! the doom thereof is anguish. Lo! it is wretched as abode and station" (Al-Furqan 25 : 63-66)

Thursday, November 1, 2007


Today is my practical exam.


Today is my practical exam.