Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Apabila aku jatuh cinta...


Insya-Allah, entri kali ni dlm bahasa Melayu. Sebab?

Sebab dalam bahasa Melayu saya pandai jiwang sikit. Dan puitis sikit.

Dan kali ini, saya nak mengumumkan, saya telah jatuh cinta. Ahaks!

Semuanya bermula pada Disember 2007. Pertama kali melangkah ke Nottingham. X igt pergi ngan sape. Yg igt, esok paginya, naik train ke Loughborough. X lame. Sekejap je.

Sampainya di Loughborough, di situlah bermulanya kisahku. Kisah ku jatuh cinta.

Ku jatuh cinta pada keramahannya. Ku jatuh cinta pada kekuatannya. Ku jatuh cinta pada semangatnya.

Ku doakan agar cinta ini sentiasa mekar di hatiku, malah semakin mekar dan mengembang, agar ku dapat salurkan cinta ini pada generasi seterusnya. Insya-Allah.

Bagaimana ku boleh jatuh cinta>

Jawapannya di sini:

Mungkin nanti, awak pun akan jatuh cinta ^_^

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

A Safety Pin


I'm talking about a safety pin?


My summer is (although I believe it's best for me) a nightmare. I couldn't join my little sisters who had fun during the first gathering as I have my brother's wedding the weekend after I got back. I couldn't join the massive gathering they had in a land far away called Kelantan as my other brother's wedding is coming up. Sigh~~ I bet they have collected so many precious pearls, and I guess most of it, they can't share it with me coz I'll need my own pearls to move on.

So, in the search for my own pearls, I turned to the sea of knowledge and love, just an hour from my home. I went to see my dear sisters, big and small, for a day. Little that I expect, that it would such a nice gathering, whilst everyone was in Kelantan having fun.

Simple but nice, got to meet my soon-to-be little sister, and her cousin as well, or and far away cousins as well.

And it was time to pray, I stood and started. My tudung was the slippery one. But I thought since it is quite labuh I wouldn't have any problem preventing it from slipping down as I sujud onto the floor...nope. dead wrong. it slipped. my khusyu' was gone. until suddenly, someone came to me from behind, and pinned my tudung to my baju, altogether preventing it from slipping.


I don't know. One thing I know is that, she loves me so dearly that she does not want my prayers to just go in the dustbin. I couldn't find her as I don't know who she is.

Owh, Subhanallah. How she has touched my heart with just a safety pin.

Ya Allah, I pray for my sister. Let the kindness that she has done become her key to you Paradise... ameen...

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Azam tahun baru


My new year will start on 18th of June, 2009.

And I think I want to have a new aims for the year.

Which - I can't tell you coz if I do, and I don't do it, then I'll be lying and consequently cursed throughout my life. [scary huh??]

Anyways, it's 21 hours til our Lower Limb spot test exam. Can't wait to get through it, but I'm so freaking out that I can't look at my notes anymore...


Allahumma Rabbi yassir wa la tuassir, ya Rahman, Ya Rahim, Ya Zal Jalali wal Ikram...

ya Allah, permudahkanlah uruan daei kecilMu di Leeds ini....

Sunday, May 31, 2009


In one of my previous entries, I came out with a list of signs and symptoms of examingitis. Of which, I'm having one - blog-hopping.

And when I hop, I get tagged.... here goes..

1. Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini:
- Met her during Secondary school... or more like tuition classes for me. A 3-month getting-to-know...friends with her til today
- She's married, and I'm not [erks~~]
- Lovely bubbly person
- Will bang you in the head if you cross with her
- Has a ver very very big heart...[which fitted me in just nicely :P]

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/ hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya:

- I've just turned 21!!! [but this time, I'm not really sad about growing up...]

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka:
I can only choose one coz I've left blogging for quite some time. But when I think of blogging, I'll think of her.

Iman-chan - who keeps up a wonderful blog

tp nak tambah kakak kak kauthar jugak sbb birthday die arini

nak kak ain jugak coz she wrote a sweet entry recently

to wan mai coz when I read her blog, I'll always terponder... [though mcm x penah tinggal je my ponder tu...]

then to my lil sis, yg xde blog but she found mine by google-ing for it [sabo je la adikku sorang ni..]

to my big sis who left blogging some time ago... but I bet she has another since she has some flare in writing

to kak aisyah Z... who reads a lot, and writes a lot..[bile la nak jadi mcm die ni??]

and nak kasi award to kekja gak... although mebe blog die dh x terupdate, the sweetness of her words mesti buat diri rase mcm nak tutup muka n masuk duvet

can't find no 9.

and no 10 - back to my dear friend syaz - who tagged me a month ago, but didn't realize it...and she tagged me again for this one...



[back to study mode]

Another Mujahid Born...



wallahu Akbar!

Time: 0336 Hrs

Location: St. James's Hospital

Target: Aiman Wafiy bin Ahmad Farid

Status: Born

Whoa!! Aiman Wafiy is born!!!

small print: eid milah to auntie kauthar jugak..[ps aiman, nnt besar jgn perangai cam auntie kauthar tau!! sian mummy nnt...]

small print: aiman wafiy is kak hajar's son.

For my Dad


suddenly I felt like dedicating this entry to my dad.

This is his 49th year. It's not his birthday yet...it's months away.

But I remembered, last year. I touched down in KLIA. Was waiting for my oversized, over weight bad to get to the conveyor belt that I saw one person. I knew him by heart.


It was a man I call Ayah.

Ayah dr kecik lg munirah panggil ayah...

time kecik2, kalau tgh tgk tv, mesti nak duduk ngan ayah. Kalo ayah bersila, kene make sure munirah boleh lipat badan munirah supaya muat dalam sila ayah.

bile dh besar sikit, ayah kate munirah berat, so boleh letak kepala je atas kaki ayah.. badan pn dh panjang... nak lipat pon dh x muat nak letak dlm sila ayah..

bile balik keje, mesti tunggu ayah depan pintu... dulu kecik2 ayah naik bus g kerja. ktorng dok Klang, ayah keje kat KL. Everytime ayah balik, akan jerit..."yay yay ayah balik.." pastu amek tiket bus kat tangan ayah..buat jadi duit tipu2... huhu

dulu x tahu pun nilai duit. ayah kene travel lame nak g keje kat KL. naik bus plak tu. x igt plak van pegi mane... maybe ayah tinggal supaya ibu boleh gune anta Salim ngan Aman g Solat Jumaat. lame2, duit tipu jadi satu bungkus. mcm ala2 monopoli gitu..ehehe

dulu selalu tdo depan tv. pastu xnak bangun masuk tdo sampai ayah kejut. Lepas ayah kejut pon xnak bangun jugak, sbb nak suro ayah dukung sampai katil... manja kan anak ayah ni?? [ayah x penah tau..munirah pon x penah bgtau...]

bile dh besar sket...ktorng pindah KL. Ayah pon makin sibuk. Tp ok je... sbb bile ayah balik, mesti ktorng makan same2 dlm satu dulang. Kadang2 ayah masak dinner. Suka sgt bile ayah masak. Tp ayah masak ikan bilis masak kicap je. Sedap sgt. Ibu pon kene blaja masak ikan bilis masak kicap dr ayah. Hehehe... kat Kl, pagi2 n ptg2 mesti ikut ibu g anta n amek ayah. Ade 1 van je dulu. Kalo ayah bwk g keje, nnt ibu xleh nak gerak anta ktorng g skolah. Seb baik dh dok KL, office ayah pon 15 minutes je from home. so, ok.

Bile besar2, ayah xde umah weekdays...sebab Ayah keje kat Indon. So jumpe ayah weekend je. Hari Ahad ayah g jogging, pastu ktorng same2 g makan breakfast kat kedai mamak [ayah je g jogging, anak2 die naik kete g kedai..hohoho]

Haritu time kat hospital, tetibe dengar ringtone seseorang...SEJIBIK mcm ayah punye. Xde org ade ringtone tu sbb ayah buat die punye sendiri [ayah spent a few days edit lagu yg die suke..dan dah bertahun ayah gune ringtone yang same je..]

Balik je hospital terus call rumah. Ayah ade kat umah. Munirah bgtau pasal ringtone ayah. Munirah btau jugak, munirah rindu ayah. Tp ibu n ayah buat x tahu [ibu ngan ayah malu2 kucing plak ngan anak die yang makin romantik ni...^_^]

Sekarang dh bulan June, lg sebulan 3 hari lg, Munirah akan touch down di KLIA. X sabar sgt2 nak balik...

Nak jumpe Ayah, Ibu, Salim, Aman, Adik and Ifah...nak jumpe jugak bakal kakak2 ipar ku... hehe

[I promise I'll be kind...:P]

Ya Allah, u've given me the best parents in the world, the best family in the world, the best life that I can think of. So Ya Allah, bless them...care for them as they have cared for me since I was born, until today...never let them astray, place them among ur servants who are faithful. O Allah, please take care of them...

Uhibbu abi wa ummi.... wa usrati..

My 21st Birthday

As of 20th May 2009, I'm officially 21.


Legal age?

Eligible to vote??

Can drive a Uni car??

Hoho...such a weird feeling being at 21 year old. It's like growing up all of the sudden. I like being the small cute one. But now, I can't really do that can I?

The little mo0n has to grow up.

to a??

Big mo0n??


not physically though... coz I am now vertically challenged and limited. So, can't do anything about that.

can't grow sideways either as if I do, I'm in big trouble.

So, growing up??

hm... I guess I have to start to think big now. Have to start thinking of others, and try to live my life, not just for myself, but for others around me as well...

I'm posting this entry 10 days after my birthday, which was a blast as we had a massive combined all-those-born-in-May-party ^_^

tq my sisters for that...

and I got lovely presents as well...

tq my sisters for that...

and I gots tonnes of hugs and kisses and wishes and posts and entries...


tq my sisters for that...

see how much I depend on my sisters?

But three of them are leaving me (and my friends) soon. It's time for them to proceed to another stage of their lives, which I'm most happy about...and most sad as well.

I can never replace them in my life...

to my sisters, you know who you are...

luv u guys loads!!