Friday, January 11, 2008


Hmm... got my first Summative Result today. BMS-1 exams which we took the week before holiday started. Let's just say it is as expected, alhamdulillah. Well, I didn't do well in the MCQ questions... huhuhu... thanx to last minute study.

Congrats to those who got better than expected.

Firstly I was thinking of feeling down. Then, suddenly, balik2 je, someone gave me an offline message. Munirah the Mighty. I am mighty?? Huhu, such a sweet person, walau jauh di mata...

hihi...wanna take a look what that person gave me??? Click here

Well, I was reading the Qur'an just one and stumbled upon another ayat-ayat cinta:

"But if they turn away, Say: "(Allah) sufficeth me: there is no god but He: On Him is my trust,- He the Lord of the Throne (of Glory) Supreme!" (At-Taubah 9:129)

Allah is enough for me. Allah is enough.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Patut ke??

I'm just wondering. Allah s.w.t gave us hearts to feel. He gave us heart to love, to cherish, and most important of all, to be His servant...

But our hearts : Can we control it? Can we tell it not to be 'terasa' when someone does something you're not quite agree with? Can we tell it to be very happy, when someone hurts it? Can we...??

Or should I ask... should we??

Yes, everyone makes mistakes. But when you have tried your best to change, tried your best to be strong, tried your best to make your heart 'immune' to these 'arrows' that will crush it, SHOULD you terasa hati??

Patut ke kt rase jealous kalo kawan kt lebih menyenangi kawan yg die baru kenal??
Patut ke kt terase hati bile kawan baru kenal tu asyik ngan kawan kt je.. tp ngan kt x?
Patut ke kt terase hati kalo kawan kt cakap bnyk ngan kawan baru die, tp ngan kt die buat cold treatment? 10 patah kt tanye 1 patah pon x jawab?
Patut ke kt terasa hati pd mulanya???

Salah ke untuk terase hati? Salah ke utk kecil hati? Salah ke pendam dalam diri, tapi in the end sakit hati? Salah ke kt x bagitau kawan kt kt terase hati? Salah ke kt wish die tahu sendiri iwithout telling her the real deal??

Patut ke kt x bagitau?

Astaghfirullah.... salah ke utk kt kecik hati??

Ya Allah,lembutkan lah hati ku ya Allah, lembutkan hatiku ya Allah... sesungguhnya, Engkaulah pemilik hati ini ya Allah, lembutkan ia...... Ameen